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About Matini from United States: Lamb since '93

Re: Arrogant and toxic (96,452) (96,496) by Matini from United States Thank you. I agree. Not only has he continuously made hateful comments about Mariah, he has also said a few racist things in the past. I rarely come to this site anymore because his comments are very triggering. I also want to know why he's still allowed to post here. (Monday 2 November 2020; 03:57)

Re: Mariah's IG (91,078) (91,180) by Matini from United States I hope not because M has been following me since 2014 and she knows me when she sees me. (Saturday 26 October 2019; 23:28)

Re: All I want for my birthday is to see Mariah Carey (85,867) (85,872) by Matini from United States Thank you. You're really nice. I was afraid of coming back to the website, but I'm glad to know that there are people like you here. (Tuesday 13 November 2018; 02:09)

Re: All I want for my birthday is to see Mariah Carey (85,866) (85,871) by Matini from United States Hi, Bill. Thank you for being kind. I bought tickets to see her in Dallas for her Caution tour. There weren't any options to choose meet and greet tickets, but I did get good seats. I also ended up finally getting tickets to see her on TRL on the 14th, so I'm very grateful for that and I can't wait to see her. (Tuesday 13 November 2018; 02:07)

Re: All I want for my birthday is to see Mariah Carey (85,792) (85,865) by Matini from United States I don't think there is anything wrong with wanting to see someone I've looked up to since I was a little girl. I also never said that I would feel that it may lead to something. I just felt that it would be nice to see her and/or possibly tell her my story. Some of you guys are really mean. This is why I'm always afraid to take part in conversations on here or anywhere. I was just really depressed that day and wanted to express it with people who I thought wouldn't judge me. Thanks for making me feel stupid. (Monday 12 November 2018; 21:09)

All I want for my birthday is to see Mariah Carey (85,761) by Matini from United States Hi everyone. I hope you guys don't mind this bathroom floor moment that I'm about to have, but no one else would understand. All my life I've wanted to meet Mariah and I thought that for once I'd be able to see her for the MTV taping. Well, I've been emailing them for 2 days straight and even emailed them this morning and no response. I know some of you are thinking that I'm being dramatic, but I am super depressed about this. I haven't slept in 2 days and I've been having panic attack after panic attack although I've been taking my medication. I made it one full year out of the mental hospital this month and my birthday is next week on the 13th. I wanted to at least see her and maybe/possibly tell her face to face how much I love her and how she saved me from attempting suicide for the 4th time after she shared her story about her bipolar diagnosis, as I also suffer from it and felt alone. I don't know what to do, but I am losing hope in meeting her. I am really sorry for this post. I just wanted to vent. Maybe I'll feel better. (Friday 9 November 2018; 17:13)

Re: New interview: Anthony Burrell on Mariah (85,619) (85,628) by Matini from United States I'm not understanding how bipolar disorder has anything to do with MC's vocals. I have bipolar disorder and if anything, it only has an effect on my mood, thoughts and energy. I also meant to add that I think that MC's vocal change has to do with her nodules, not bipolar disorder. I am very proud of her because she's working through both. She looks happy and sounds amazing. (Monday 5 November 2018; 05:34)

Re: A No No No (85,567) (85,576) by Matini from United States Tyler, I enjoyed reading your post. The "I said no" part at the end is my favorite too besides the "time to cute the lawn" part. (Saturday 3 November 2018; 01:51)

Re: X-Girlfriend (85,544) (85,550) by Matini from United States I don't think it does either. I was confused when other lambs compared it to XG. I don't hear it at all. (Friday 2 November 2018; 15:55)

Re: Caution tour (85,416) (85,418) by Matini from United States I bought tickets for the Dallas concert and just like you, was a legacy member, so I snagged my tickets as soon as presale were available. I ended up getting good seats near the isle on the 7th row. Sadly, the first row seats were not available for HBFly members and that's exactly what I wanted. I tried switching seats, so I called Ticketmaster and they told me that I couldn't. I'm so heartbroken because she isn't having a meet and greet (which is what I reallyyy wanted), so the next best thing was front row tickets for me. This is my first MC concert. I wasn't able to go to Vegas because of school and I couldn't see her whenever she did tour the US because I was in high school and didn't have a job. I won tickets to see her on Kimmel back in 2015, but my mom was late taking me to the airport... so I have the worst luck ever. But yes, the same thing happened to me. (Monday 29 October 2018; 17:41)

Orkun / Jon / Jared (52,710) by Matini from United States Thank you, Orkun and Jon. I actually started to feel bad about my post. I didn't want to come off as a bad person. Jared, it's okay. I accept your apology. Let's all be happy. (Saturday 2 May 2015; 2:42)

Ardis (52,639) by Matini from United States You're welcome. Anytime. (Friday 1 May 2015; 0:12)

Ardis / Jared (52,634) by Matini from United States Ardis, "tea" means "gossip" or "the scoop". It's okay if you didn't understand it at first. If it weren't for Twitter or Instagram, I'd be lost too. Jared, I'm really sorry, but I found it offensive that you said Mariah's "African American colloquial speech" is irritating to you. The lingo she used is used by all races, not just African Americans, and not all African Americans use it. I don't speak that way, my mother and father don't speak that way, my brother doesn't speak that way and a lot of my African American friends don't speak that way. I'm extremely sensitive about many things and I usually keep quiet about it, but reading that really hurt my feelings. As for Mariah, I say let her write whatever she is feeling. I don't think Mariah is trying too hard. I also think she sounds great. I truly feel bad for her sometimes because she works hard to please us, yet it seems like some lambs love to pick her apart. Can we all appreciate the fact that Mariah still makes music? Great music, at that. (Thursday 30 April 2015; 22:57)

Infinity (52,563) by Matini from United States First off, I'd like to put it out there that I have been lurking on this board for quite a long time. I'm a shy person, so never post, but I wanted to say that it makes me so happy to see a lot of the lambs on this board love Infinity as much as I do. Of course, there are some lambs who do not like it, but I feel like the lambs who do love it outweigh the ones who don't. I love pretty much anything Mariah puts out. She is the only artist (in my eyes) who can consistently put out great music/albums. Obviously, there will be songs/albums that I like more than others, but the point is, Mariah never disappoints me. Back to "Infinity". Mariah is a genius. I love the witty lyrics and I love how she sings them. I also love the structure of this song because it is so different. This song is full of surprises. My mother who raised me on Mariah's music even loves this song. Then again, she loves most of Mariah's music anyway. Regardless of how this song performs, it will always be #1 in my eyes, just like "You're Mine (Eternal)". I just wanted to quickly rave about this song and spread my love for Mariah. Carry on, lambs. (Wednesday 29 April 2015; 18:47)

Matteo (47,965) by Matini from United States From what I could hear, in the beginning of "Faded", she whispers, "It was overcast that day, I was feeling kinda way" almost as if she's writing the lyrics as she's whispering them to herself. In the beginning of "YME", she whispers, "I can't seem to give you up, you're mine." That's just what I heard though. (Tuesday 18 November 2014; 18:08)